TITLE: A Terrible Beauty is Born AUTHOR: Kate Rickman E-MAIL: kate.rickman@mindspring.com CLASSIFICATION: S, M/S Friendship. MSR RATING: R SPOILERS: FTF, but nothing major SUMMARY: With some vague foreknowledge of the event, Mulder and Scully prepare for colonization. Unfortunately they are caught in transit, between Washington DC and a command center called Safe Haven, located over a thousand miles away. DISCLAIMER: I am no MD. I am no RN. I am no nuclear physicist. I am just a poor biochemist who likes to write about the lives of Mulder and Scully. All remuneration is non-monetary. Chris Carter can have it all, including the story. He already owns most of the characters, bless his pointed little head. AUTHOR'S NOTE: This is Romance Lite, the vast majority of scenes that could be construed as romantic could also be taken as warm friendship. I think NoRomos can stomach it. OK for Shippers, but no real meaty stuff. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS: Thanks to my beat-readers, Ellie and Pam, thanks to Peter for the pharmacology and all the med-speak that is correct. Everything else and all the errors in technology are mine. *** All changed, changed utterly: A terrible beauty is born. --W.B. Yeats *Easter, 1916* *** Prologue FBI Headquarters May 21, 2000 "She's gone." "It's for the best, Scully." "I know, Mulder," Scully sighed then sank heavily into the chair, her legs suddenly weak. He reached out and touched her arm briefly. "You did the right thing." "I can't help but wonder...." "You did the right thing." He insisted. Gentle. Scully gestured weakly with one hand. "This is so unlike me...to panic." "You're not panicking, Scully, you're being sensible." "Am I?" "Yes." Scully checked her watch. 5:31 PM. "I can't help but worry." 5:31 PM. Mulder confirmed the time. "It's OK to worry. It keeps the heart beating and the juices flowing." Scully managed a thin smile and checked her watch again. 5:32 PM. "We'll know soon enough." Mulder counted to himself. "10:30. We should hear something by 10:30 or so." "10:30," she murmured. "We'd better get going." He moved around the office, turning off lights, locking file cabinets, collecting a few things from his desk and putting them in his briefcase. "Ready?" "Not really." Scully hugged her arms, feeling cold suddenly. "Can this really be happening, Mulder?" "It looks like it." He tucked a handful of maps into the outside pocket of his bag. "I just can't believe it." "Believe it." He paused by the door, looking back to where Scully sat in the chair by his desk. "I don't want to believe it." She reluctantly rose to her feet and followed him from the office, waiting while he turned and locked the door. She tried the handle. Locked. Shut. Closed off. Over. During the short walk to the parking garage, neither Mulder nor Scully broke the silence. Without speaking, they found Mulder's car and climbed inside. With only the purr of the engine between them, they rode side by side through rush hour traffic, onto the west bound highway. Miles slipped beneath them as they drove. The sun glowed orange and then set behind them. Pairs of lights flared in their faces then passed them by. Finally, the dashboard clock glowed 10:30 PM. Scully reached in her bag and pulled out the phone, entering the numbers from memory. She waited impatiently for the call to be answered at the other end, fidgeting in her seat. Mulder watched her from the corner of his eye as he drove. She stiffened. An answer. "Is Mom there?" She asked breathlessly as her brother picked up the phone. Relief washed over her as Bill confirmed her mother's safe arrival. Scully grinned at Mulder. Mulder squeezed her shoulder in response. "I know, I know..." She dialed down the volume as Bill shouted in her ear. "Let me talk to Mom. Bill!" "Mom." Her mother's voice filled her ear. What a wonderful sound. "Me, too. Let's hope that Mulder...*we're* wrong. Let's hope this is just a nice vacation for you." "We're on our way to...." A flash of light filled the car for a second, then faded away. Prickles swept over her skin. A clicking buzz swelled in her ears, making her dizzy. "Mom?" Shaking her head, Scully looked at the phone in her hand. Dead. The car rolled silently to a stop, lights out, engine dead. She glanced at her watch, the digital face blank, dead. She turned to Mulder, eyes wide in the darkness, heart pounding in her ears. "It has begun," was all he said. *** The Former Nebraska Year 01 Day 89 (August 17, 2000) Heat waves shimmered off the pavement. The air lay heavily upon the ground. Motionless trees sprouted from dry earth that stretched empty in every direction. On the horizon, two lone figures walked slowly into the setting sun. On the horizon, Dana Scully plodded along behind Fox Mulder, feet aching, head throbbing from heat and dehydration. She squinted against the sun in her face and wished for the umpteenth time that she hadn't lost her sunglasses during the scuffle in...what was that place...Decatur? Springfield? Whatever. They were gone. She tucked a loose strand of hair into her ponytail and licked her dry lips. Stepping to her right, she shifted her pack higher on her back and slipped as far as possible into Mulder's long shadow. Mulder shuffled through the dust, pulling a two-wheeled shopping cart behind him. He wore his third pair of scavenged shoes, bright orange Converse hi-tops. On his back he carried a full pack, items he'd collected along the way filled the shopping cart. Five gallons of drinking water sloshed back and forth in a salvaged bottle. Scully licked her dry lips again and followed the water in the cart down the road. For 89 days they had continued to work their way west, toward Safe Haven, hoping as they walked that it would be there when and if they ever arrived. Eighty-nine days ago, in a single flash, their world had collapsed. In a flash, the rules of the game had changed irrevocably. In the same flash, Special Agent Doctor Scully had become Dana Scully, Able Survivor. Able to walk nearly 20 miles every day with a heavy pack on her back. Able to forage for food in forgotten orchards and abandoned supermarkets. Able to hold her own in a street fight. Able to sleep in a thin bag laid on the hard, hard ground. An Able Survivor who actually learned to thrive under these harsh conditions. Over the past three months, she and Mulder had traveled nearly 1,000 miles on foot. For the past several days, their trek had followed the course of the Platte River, in reverse, moving northwest toward its source. Here, the Platte flowed slowly through dry farmland, fields of dead wheat and dry oats, withered alfalfa, wizened stalks of corn tilted at crazy angles. Tonight, they chose a gentle slope on the western bank for their camp. Scully dropped heavily onto a large flat rock by the river's edge. She shrugged her pack from her shoulders and kicked her shoes from her feet. "Ahhh," she said, picking up one shoe to examine its sole critically. Holes. A new pair must be found soon. She tossed it aside and wiggled her toes. Good. They still worked. Wobbly with fatigue, she slipped off the rock and into the river. The cool water crept up her legs, across her waist and over her shoulders as she waded deeper into the river. Soon, she treaded water in the lazy current. Mulder slumped on the riverbank. He leaned back against his pack, arms still through the straps, eyes closed, face slack with exhaustion. Scully found her footing on the silty river bottom and peeled her shorts down her legs, followed by her panties. She scrubbed the garments in the river water, cleaning them as well as she could without detergent. She tossed them at Mulder, who did not react as they hit the rock next to him with a wet splat. Lucky Mulder, that he could sleep in the warm sun. Lucky Mulder, for once without his plague of nightmares. Scully pulled her T-shirt over her head and removed her bra, rinsing them thoroughly before wading from the river to lie naked on a rock in the evening sun. The warmth of the rock against her front and the sun against her back felt revitalizing after the cool refreshment of her swim. Consciousness dimmed rapidly and went out. Prickles swept across her skin. "It has begun." Mulder's words, muted, came from a great distance. Oh. My. God. "An EMP," she breathed aloud. "A what?" "Electromagnetic Pulse." She cradled her cell phone in both hands. Hot. She imagined the fried circuits inside. DamnDamnDamn. She dropped it on the floor and kicked it with her foot. Mulder tried the ignition. Nothing. He checked his own wristwatch. Dead. He leaned his forehead against the steering wheel for a moment. "I guess we go from here on foot," he concluded. "We're not too far from Columbus." Scully remembered seeing a road sign not too far back. "We could be there by morning," Mulder continued as he unlocked the trunk and pulled out their packs. Two suitcases remained inside. Scully cocked her head. "What's that?" A strange whining sound overhead. They looked into the night sky. Only starlight and the sliver of a new moon showed above them. The whining grew louder, penetrating, painful. The ground shook with increasing violence under their feet. "You know, that sounds like..." Scully covered her ears as the stars above them winked out in a rolling pattern. "... an airplane." Mulder finished her sentence as a shock wave nearly knocked him to the ground. Less than a quarter mile away, a fireball erupted into the night sky. Scully gripped his arm in horror, watching the flames roll into the sky on a column of vaporized aviation fuel, able to do nothing as heat from the inferno washed over her. "Oh my God," she whispered, realizing that electrical systems of an aircraft would be ruined by an EMP. "Oh my God." She prayed for all souls caught in flight tonight. Bile rushed into the back of her throat and her skin crawled as she bent over, retching painfully. "Scully?" "OhmyGod." She mumbled into the sun-warmed rock, tears flowing freely. "Scully." Mulder shook her shoulder, turning her to him. Scully's eyes opened in the Nebraska sunlight. Trembling, she blinked the tears from her eyes. Mulder knelt before her, concern etched on his face. "Hey, Scully." Soft. Gentle. Her skin crawled as she remember the first night. Over and over it came back to her. A circle of hell somewhere between the one populated by traitors writhing in frozen agony throughout eternity and the realm of Satan himself. "The dreams again?" Understanding. She nodded, turning to sit up in his arms. "The airplane." She rested her forehead against his shoulder and felt his arms slip around her shoulders. "It was the burned-out airplane we saw today. It reminded me..." Her voice trailed off with the memory. She leaned on him for several minutes, finding comfort in his embrace, her pulse settling. "Hey. It's getting chilly. I got some dry clothes for you." He held out a few items from the meager stock she had been able to bring along in her pack. "Thanks," she whispered as she took the offered things. "I never want to sleep again." "Then you'll end up like me," Mulder joked. "Not that. Never that." She managed a weak smile, getting to her feet and pulling on her clothes. Her stomach growled loudly as she tucked her T-shirt into the jeans. "And over here, Milady, is our evening meal." Mulder swept his arm grandly in the direction of their sleeping bag. It lay open. In the center stood two cans of Spaghetti-Os and two spoons. "Mulder. You shouldn't have." Their last two cans of Spaghetti-Os. She sat next to one can, tucking her legs beneath her, and picked up one spoon. Mulder attacked the other can without delay. Tonight the cold Spaghetti-Os tasted better to Scully than the finest Trattoria Sambuca had ever served her. She scraped the bottom of the can repeatedly with her spoon. Sighed. Looked around and noticed the sun had gone and the twilight deepened to purple. Yawned. "I'm exhausted." Her eyes drooped. "Me, too." Mulder swept the sleeping bag with this hand, then plumped his jacket into a pillow for Scully's head. She smiled and lay down. "Are we there yet," she joked sleepily. "We should get to Scottsbluff tomorrow," he lay down beside her, leaning on one hand. "Good." She rubbed her nose with an awkward swipe of her hand. "I need a new pair of shoes." "Shoes, Spaghetti-Os...whatever you want, Scully." He lay back, tucking his hands beneath his head. "Wake me up when I dream, Mulder." She rolled over, using his chest for a pillow. "You bet." He found one hand and stroked her hair, urging her to sleep. "You take good care of me, Mulder," she murmured into his chest, drifting down the gentle slope to sleep. "You take good care of *me*, Scully," he responded, burying his face in her hair, closing his eyes. "Mmmmm" was all she could say before blackness closed over her. *** Velvet blackness had covered the city of Columbus, Ohio when they arrived that first night. Still at a distance they could see flickering lights flitting here and there like giant fireflies darting around the city. By the time they entered the city from the south, nothing stirred. The night air was cool and eerily still. No lights showed, only a faint grayness creeping westward from the eastern horizon. Car stood abandoned in the roads. An occasional bus sat immobile, doors open, no passengers. No light, even candlelight, showed in the homes they passed on their walk to the heart of the city. Incongruously, birds sang their usual songs in the growing light. A gas station, dark and empty. A grocery story, closed. A diner, shades drawn, no smells of early morning cooking. A book store, locked. It would not necessarily be unusual or alarming to find these businesses closed at this early hour, Scully reminded herself, resolutely moving down the street. A hospital rose out of the morning gloom. Ahah! Open 24/7. Better yet, my turf. Feeling hopeful, Scully hitched her pack higher on her back and started up the steps to the front door. "We should get some answers here." Wearily, Mulder trailed behind her as they passed through the front doors and into the building. The corridors were dark and empty, without emergency light. No nurses bustling, no doctors. Where was everybody? Scully opened each door as she passed and looked inside. Nothing. No one. Mulder walked close beside her, wary. Doors guarded an Intensive Care Unit on their right. Scully hesitantly pushed them open. Darkness. Silence. White shrouded forms lay unmoving on gurneys, connected by wires to blank monitors. Silence, except for the pounding of her heart in her ears. Mulder reached out and flipped a light switch. Nothing. Scully shrugged her pack from her shoulders and drifted around the room, touching first this person and then that one. She completed the circuit and returned to Mulder, defeat on her face. "All dead." "They killed everyone, Scully." Mulder squeezed her shoulder in sympathy. "Let's keep looking." Scully pulled on her pack. "I've got to keep looking...just in case." Mulder followed her from the ICU. He trailed behind her as she continued down the hallway, looking in rooms as she passed them. Empty...empty...empty...OhmyGod. Scully froze in the doorway of an eight bed ward. Movement. She dropped her pack again and ran into the room. An elderly man lay in a bed next to the window. "Sir?" She asked with shaking voice, touching his withered shoulder. His eyes moved rapidly beneath papery lids. REM sleep. She shook his shoulder, speaking more loudly. "Sir?" The old man's eyes popped open. He looked wildly around the room, then focused on Scully where she stood beside his bed. "They're gone. All gone." "Who's gone?" Scully took his hand between both of hers. "Nurses. Doctors. The other patients." Sure enough, the other beds in the ward were empty, linens rumpled. Save one. Linens lay neatly over an immobile form. The old man followed her gaze. "He's dead. He died a couple of hours ago." Scully shivered in the cool morning air. "What happened?" "There were lights. Bright lights. Blinding lights." The old man closed his eyes to remember better. "I couldn't see, it was so bright..." "Then what?" Mulder dropped his pack and stepped up to the bed on the other side. "It was quiet. No beeping monitors. No hissing respirators. Quiet. When I opened my eyes it was dark and everyone was gone. Except him." He gestured at the dead man. "And me." "Who else was in this ward?" Scully encouraged his recollection. The old man thought for a moment. "Well, there was the guy with carpal tunnel next to me. Then Boyd across the way had a torn rotator cuff. The dead guy had a fractured pelvis. There was a question of pneumonia." An eight bed ward was a small town--each knew the other's business. "Then there was a bone spur, and a..." He named three other straightforward orthopedic procedures. "All minor surgeries except for the pelvis." Mulder nodded. Scully agreed. The missing persons suffered only minor impairment while those who remained behind were dying or seriously disabled. With that thought, she turned back to their new friend. "And you?" "Diabetes." He gestured at his feet. The sheets lay flat where his left foot should have tented the linen. Mulder looked at Scully. "I see a pattern here." Scully dropped into the chair by the bed, suddenly exhausted. Even the roots of her hair hurt. "Let me look around some more while you talk to..." "Vernon." The old man filled in the blank. "...Vernon. I'll be back in a flash." Flash. "Don't use that word, Mulder." He smiled thinly. "Right." He was back in a flash, skidding into the room. "Scully! Come quick!" She nearly fell, standing on rubbery legs. She staggered after him to another ward a short way down the hall. Here, most of the beds held patients. Live patients. Moaning patients. Scully ran to the first bed. In it, a man lay gasping for air, his ventilator dead from lack of electricity. She rooted around in the medical supplies conveniently stored nearby, and produced an ambu- bag. She expertly fitted it to his face, working the bag, pumping air into his lungs. The man calmed immediately. "What's wrong with you, sir?" Scully asked politely. "Liver. Cancer." He gasped into the device that covered his face, drawn and skeletal from the ravages of that disease. Scully quickly glanced at Mulder and shook her head as she pumped the air that helped him survive. Scully nearly jumped out of her skin as a loud shriek rose from the bed behind her. "Take this. Squeeze gently." She ordered Mulder. Mulder took the bag between his hands and worked it like he'd seen Scully do. Scully turned to the patient behind her, moaning softly now, moving restlessly in his bed. She felt his forehead with one hand. Hot. Very hot. The man's eyes flickered but did not open at her touch. A quiet moan rolled up from the back of his throat. Scully grabbed the chart from the foot of his bed and flipped through the pages. Burst appendix. Sepsis. Bad. She traced a finger down the chart. Nafcillin, Gentamycin, Flagyl. She had to find these antibiotics. She ran from the room to the nurse's station. In the storeroom she found what she needed. She grabbed several vials, a syringe and a fresh bag of Ringer's Lactate, then ran back down the hall, heart pounding. Quickly, she hung the new bag. Her hands trembled as she withdrew the appropriate dose of each antibiotic and injected it into the buret. She spoke soothingly to the delirious man as she adjusted the drip rate. "Doctor, doctor." A weak call from the other side of the room. She whirled and ran, slipping, nearly falling on the slick linoleum. The crying man reached for her, grabbing her arm with great strength. Blood soaked the sheets that lay across his abdomen. "Sir, let go of me for a moment so I can help you." She tugged her arm away from him, hard, her heart pounding with fear. Finally he let go, his arm falling weakly to the bed. She threw the bloody linen to one side and carefully peeled the blood-soaked dressing from his abdomen. A colostomy. Oh my God. The stitches had pulled loose at one side and blood oozed from the defect. Sutures. He needed sutures. Could she remember how to suture such a wound? Her head throbbed and her breath tore at her throat. A man, wracked with dry heaves, shuddered in the next bed, calling for God. "Mulder!" Scully grabbed her head with both hands and screamed. Mulder dropped the bag and ran toward her. "No, no...you've got to keep working." She tried to push him back. Mulder grabbed her by the shoulders. She tried to push him again, ineffectively, her arms weak and uncoordinated. The man heaved again, gagging. "It's only two of us, Scully." Mulder shook her gently. "We can't save all of them." The colostomy cried out in pain, reaching for her. "We've got to try." She shook her head in denial. "Try, Mulder." The liver cancer gasped loudly, struggling for air. Mulder pulled Scully against his chest and rubbed her back gently as she broke down and sobbed in his arms. "Scully." He spoke gently into her hair, chafing her back with his free hand. "My fault" was all she could say through her tears. "No. Not your fault." Mulder shook her gently. "Come on, Scully. Wake up." She shuddered and opened her eyes. Morning light flooded their campsite. Birds sang in the trees and the gentle sound of flowing water came from the river to her right. "God help me." she prayed aloud. "Help us." "If only he could, Scully." Mulder rocked her to full wakefulness in the shelter of his arms. *** Year 01 Day 90 They did not make it to Scottsbluff that day or the next one. Late in the morning, they came upon a farm house perched on a knoll above the opposite river bank. A dog barked. Smoke drifted from the chimney. Chickens scratched in the yard. It looked so normal, so comforting, that tears welled in Scully's eyes and she found herself wiping her nose surreptitiously. While cities and towns had been devastated, with only the sick and old left behind, small islands of humanity such as that found on the scattered family farms of the midwest remained untouched. Nearly normal. Scully's stomach growled as she imagined the smell of roasting meat. "Should we stop?" Mulder walked behind her today. "No." Scully remembered other farms they had passed. Some had been friendly and others hostile. "There's no way across and we can still get to Scottsbluff by nightfall if we keep moving." As she spoke, the front door of the farmhouse flew open. Like early settlers turning out to welcome a passing Conestoga, a man, a woman and two small boys spilled through the doorway, running toward the river, waving their hands. "Helloooooo" came the call from the other bank. Friendly. Scully stopped and waved. Mulder came to a halt behind her, dropping his pack, flexing his stiff shoulders. "Hi there!" He called back across the river. The man raced for a small boat tied to a tiny dock. "Please! Come over! We need to talk with you." The low growl of a small outboard motor filled the air. Scully looked at Mulder who looked back at her. "Sure," he said. They moved together down to the edge of the water, directly ahead of the oncoming boat. Minutes later, they were seated at a rectangular table, dizzy from the aroma of roasted beef that filled the room. Jill Wilson threw another piece of wood into the stove, then turned to them. "We kept this wood stove as a novelty when we remodeled the house..." "...little did we know that we'd have to use it some day," David Wilson finished her thought. He put the sizzling roast on the table. Jill placed a large bowl of mixed vegetables in front of them. "From our garden." She offered Scully the serving spoon. "...and we didn't know a thing until we got up in the morning and nothing worked." David Wilson explained. "Electricity, telephones, generator...nothing. We were really surprised about the generator. I just tested it the week before." Jill passed around glasses of water ladled from a bucket in the sink. Scully drained hers in a gulp. Cool and fresh. "We saddled up the horses and went into Scottsbluff to see what was going on." David continued, carving the meat. "It was eerie. Only a few people were left in town and they had no idea where everyone else had gone." "And the really weird thing?" Jill sat down at the table. "Only the old folks were left." "And Mrs. Morrison. She's paralyzed from the waist down." David added. After leading a quick grace, he passed the food around the table. Mulder and Scully ate heartily for the first time in weeks while they tried to explain what they believed had happened. "Extraterrestrial?" David balked at the idea. "Honey. We saw *Independence Day.*" Jill placed one hand on her husband's arm. She looked to Mulder and Scully for confirmation. Mulder nodded enthusiastically. Scully grimaced. "Aliens." David tried out another word. From the look on his face, this word was even more distasteful. "That would explain how the whole town disappeared overnight." Jill reasoned. "So where *is* everybody?" David wanted to know. "We don't know." Mulder helped himself to another slab of beef, carving it enthusiastically, savoring a large chunk in his mouth. "We've walked half-way across the country and we haven't seen a single displaced soul." Scully took a second helping of beef. "The towns have been empty except for the elderly and disabled. And, for the most part, people living in rural areas, on farms, have been left alone." "Well, thank God for that," Jill said, then looked guilty. "It's OK, honey," David gave her a hug. "We'll pray for them." For the remainder of the day, Mulder and Scully helped the Wilsons with their daily chores, learning more about this family and their life on the farm. "This land was homesteaded by my great-granddad; his son, my grandfather built this house in 1920." David explained to Mulder. It wasn't converted to electricity until just before World War II. "Losing power is the worst thing," Jill explained to Scully as she threw seed to the chickens. Scully followed her example, tossing seed awkwardly. "We've got chickens for meat and eggs, we've got two cows for milk and, later, I suppose, for beef." David turned a bucket of water into the trough for the chickens. "We can grow what vegetables we need in our garden, although it's really a pain to irrigate by hand." Jill laughed and rubbed her shoulders at the thought of carrying all that water to their crops. "Next year, if things haven't gotten back to normal around here, we'll plant the garden right down by the river." "We've got apple trees and cherry trees and walnut trees planted around the house, so we get some fruit and nuts too." David pointed around the yard. "Last week we got a side of beef from my Aunt Alice, who lives about 10 miles up the road," Jill explained. "We traded her some chicken and eggs." "I'm so sick of chicken and eggs," David laughed, slipping his arm around his wife's shoulders. "You're going to be a whole lot sicker of chicken and eggs unless you learn how to fish better." Jill laughed with him. "It's pretty much life as your ancestors knew it." Scully summarized what she'd seen and heard. "Hopefully this won't go on forever, but if it does, we're here for the long haul." David led the way back to the house in the twilight. After a quick evening meal and baths complete with soap, Jill led Mulder and Scully upstairs. "You can have Jimmy's room. I've put him in with Kevin." She opened the door at the head of the stairs and stepped aside to let them go in. The room was small, tucked into the eaves, containing only a double bed, a dresser, a bookcase and scattered toys. Mulder turned to Scully as the door closed behind them. "Oops. We've been sleeping together for so many weeks. I forgot to say something." "You mean *passing out together* don't you, Mulder?" Scully made light of the awkward situation. "Sure." He pulled off his shirt and peeled down to his undershorts. "Whatever helps you sleep." Sleep? Scully groaned. "To sleep. Perchance *not* to dream." Mulder scanned a pair of low shelves, pulling out a small book. "Maybe a nice bedtime story will do you good." He held the book out for Scully to see. *Wind in the Willows.* She rolled her eyes and groaned. "Hey!" Mulder feigned insult. "It was one of my favorite books, growing up." He climbed into the small bed, patting the sheets next to him. Scully tucked her chin into her chest, lest Mulder should see the smile creeping around her mouth. She lifted the covers and slid into bed beside him. Mulder cleared his throat dramatically and turned to the first page. "The mole had been working very hard all morning, spring- cleaning his little home. First with brooms, then with dusters; then on ladders and steps and chairs, with a brush and a pail of whitewash; till he had dust in his throat...." "You're making me tired, Mulder." Scully mumbled from where she lay on her back. Mulder stopped reading for a moment. "That's the idea, Scully. Go to sleep with visions of Mr. Mole merrily cleaning his house." "What's it called again?" She yawned. "What?" "The house." She could barely form the words on sleepy lips. "Mole End." Mulder offered promptly, watching her face go blank with sleep, wishing he could ease all her troubles that quickly. He picked up the book and continued to read. "...dust in his throat and eyes, and splashes of whitewash all over his black fur, and an aching back and weary...." The book fell from Mulder's weary hands and he slept. *** Two days later, they were on the road again, laden with fresh fruit and vegetables, roasted beef sandwiches wrapped tightly in foil, and two special presents: a newly stitched quilt and the copy of *Wind in the Willows* that had successfully lulled Scully to dreamless sleep for the past two nights. By afternoon, they arrived in town. Scottsbluff was a small town, an orderly town, grown along the banks of the Platte River. Today it was a deserted town, leaves blowing in the wind, brown lawns, dead flowers. A feral-looking dog eyed them sharply as they walked through the streets, then passed on. David and Jill had given them directions to the local supermarket, where they could stock up on non-perishable items for the next leg of their journey. The door stood open and they went inside, closing it behind them. "Oh, good. Look, Scully: tuna!" Mulder grabbed several cans from the shelf, dropping them into the shopping cart. "I wonder if there are any Spaghetti-Os left," she craned her neck, looking for the appropriate aisle. "Don't move!" A shout came from behind them. Mulder and Scully whirled at the sound of the threat. A skinny old man glared at them through the sights of a 12-gauge shotgun. Trouble. Mulder raised his hands innocently. "We're just getting some food, that's all." "Well, that's my food." "Is this your store?" Scully thought of her weapon, tucked into a side pocket of her pack. She shrugged the pack from her shoulders and let it slide gently to the floor. The twin barrels pointed directly at Scully's chest. "Yeah. It's all mine and I want you to get the hell outta here!" "Why didn't you lock the door, then?" Mulder removed his own pack. "I don't have the key." He doesn't have the key. This isn't his store, he's only a squatter. "Look, Mister. We just want to get a few things so we can move on." Scully reasoned with him, dropping into a squat next to her pack. She casually laid her hand on the side pocket, feeling the outline of her weapon through the nylon fabric. Her fingers slid beneath the flap. The man stepped closer. "Don't you try...." A loud creak sounded behind them. The old man glanced reflexively in the direction of the front door. Mulder dove for the shotgun, grabbing it from the side, deflecting the barrel toward the shelves of canned meats. He pulled it easily from the old man's grasp. "Hey!" Frightened now. Mulder broke open the breech, pulling out two shells. He snapped it shut, handing the harmless gun back to the old man, putting the shells in his own pocket for safekeeping. "We mean you no harm. We just want a few things and then we'll leave." Scully turned to the front door. A young woman and small boy stood hesitantly inside, hunger showing on their thin faces. Scully brushed past the old man, timid now that he had been disarmed. She went to the woman and her child, put her arms around them both and led them down the aisles in search of food. An hour later, after taking just what they needed and no more, Mulder and Scully were on the road again. They headed out of town, up the river to Wyoming, traveling toward their destination. At twilight they stopped and made camp. They devoured the roast beef sandwiches provided by the Wilsons, licking their fingers for dessert. Mulder laid out the sleeping bag with the new quilt on top. He slipped beneath the quit, turning back the edge, and motioned for Scully to join him in their bed. "Time for nighty-night." He pulled *Wind in the Willows* from his pack and made a great show of opening it to the next page. Scully lay down beside him and closed her eyes, relaxing to the sound of his voice. "The Willow-Wren was twittering his thin little song, hidden himself in the dark selvedge of the river bank. Though it was past ten o'clock at night, the sky still clung to and retained some lingering skirts of light from the departed day...." Mulder's voice continued into the night as Scully slept peacefully. *** The Former Wyoming Year 01 Day 111 (September 8, 2000) For the past few days, sheep had been their constant companions on the trek. Herds of sheep, with a few head of cattle mixed in, roamed the rolling plains on either side of the river, grazing on the dry grasses, drinking the cool river water. On more than one morning a curious face had hovered over their bed, watching them sleep with great fascination. This morning was no exception: Scully shooed off three curious beasts before breakfast. Now she sat with Mulder, eating a granola bar and nibbling at a mealy apple they'd plucked from a tree in the last town, her head resting against the strength of his shoulder as she ate. "You'd think if aliens were taking over the earth, we'd have seen some of them by now." She bit into the apple. They had seen no evidence of alien activity since the first night of the invasion. "It's strange, isn't it?" "I thought the deal was that they would use us to make alien/human hybrids that would, in turn, overrun the planet, turning humans into a slave race." Scully nibbled the apple down to the core, tossing the remnant into the bushes behind them. The bushes rustled and baa-aa-aahed happily. Recycling. "Or," Mulder cleared his throat, "something like that." "So where are they and why haven't we been subjugated yet? We're hardly in hiding." Mulder shrugged and shook his head. Scully's head slipped from his shoulder with the unexpected shrug and she struggled to regain her balance. "No. I really want to know." "I don't know, Scully." Mulder snapped at her. "What do you want me to say?" "You always have all the answers, Mulder. What's the answer to this one?" She sat up, looking him full in the face. "Regretfully, I have no idea. Maybe when we get to Safe Haven...." "Safe Haven, Safe Haven, when we get to Safe Haven. What if Safe Haven isn't there anymore, Mulder?" She sounded snotty to her own ears, but she didn't care. "I have to believe that it will be." "Or else?" "I don't think I could go on," Mulder admitted softly after a long pause. Her heart dropped to the pit in her stomach, landing there with a dull thud. "Mulder. I'm sorry." Contrite. "I've been a Bitch. I don't know what's the matter with me today." "You're just scared and tired and sleep deprived like I am." "I've only had a few nightmares since you've been reading me to sleep each night...Dad." She teased him, relieved. "You're lucky I found *Winnie the Pooh* in Casper." "And the *Just So Stories*! I always loved the one about how the leopard got his spots." Her voice turned wistful, she pulled her knees to her chest, looping her arms around them protectively. "My mom read them to me when I was little." "Hey." Mulder slipped one arm around her shoulders. "I wonder how Mom is doing...and Bill, Tara and little Matthew." Scully leaned her chin on her knees. "They're probably fine." Mulder did his best to reassure her that she did the right thing, sending her mother to Bill for protection. "Bill will take good care of them." "But they were in town and all the towns we've seen so far...." Her voice trailed off as she recalled how every town had been left with only the old and infirm. Her mother and the rest of her family were neither old nor infirm residents. "Scully, if Bill couldn't protect her, then you couldn't, either." "Why the cities and not the farms, too?" "Maybe they got all the humans they needed, conveniently pre-herded into cities." "But don't they consider the rest of us a threat?" "How? With what? They've neutralized all our weapons systems and our technology. We're back to living like our ancestors in the 19th century. Actually, we're in worse shape than our ancestors because we've over specialized in the last century and, for the most part, have forgotten how to farm and make candles and weave cloth." "David and Jill will do OK." "David and Jill are an exception." Mulder strapped the sleeping back to the top of his pack. "How would you weave cloth, Scully?" She tried to visualize a loom while tucking her things back into the pack. "For starters, were will you get the thread?" Mulder interrupted her thoughts. "From the Thread Store." Exasperated. "Hey. Scully." Soft. "What?" Sharp. "Let's not fight again, OK?" Charming. Scully turned without speaking and put the last items back in the shopping cart. "I'm sorry. I'm an irritable Toad, impossible to travel with, annoying, arrogant, dismissive...." "Good list, Mulder." She found her cap and planted it firmly on her head. John Deere. She slipped into her pack, hefting it onto her back. "Keep going." "Please?" He followed her lead and put on his pack. Scully grabbed the shopping cart and pulled it onto the road, heading west without looking to see if Mulder had followed. "Are we OK?" Mulder scrambled after her. "We're OK. I'm sorry too." Scully spoke over her shoulder. "I shouldn't have snapped like that. It's just that...." "Just what?" Mulder raced to catch up and walk by her side now that it was safe to do so. "It's just hard for me to wrap my mind around this, Mulder. You say the aliens have landed...and I believe you because there's no better explanation for what we've seen and heard...but we haven't seen any aliens. Then we end up walking across the United States, heading for some mysterious place called Safe Haven that you won't tell me much about..." "I don't know much about it, just that the Gunmen will be there and that it's a kind of control center." "Fine. If we walk across the entire United States to this control center, then everything will be fine." "I don't know whether anything will be fine, but we'll be with people who have a plan, and resources to do something." Mulder raised his hand quickly. "And, before you ask: I don't know the plan or anything about the resources. I just know they've been preparing for this possible turn of events for some time and have tried to take the necessary precautions." "Well, that's something." Scully admitted as she continued westward at Mulder's side. *** Shortly after lunch, the road began to climb, twisting through the rolling hills. They plodded upward, feeling the weight on their backs, going slowly. Suddenly, Mulder fell flat on his back. "Mulder!" Scully raced forward to where he lay on the ground, twisted over the bulk of his pack. His eyes were open but unfocused. "Mulder." She dropped her pack and sank to the ground next to him, worried. He shook his head and sat up, still dazed. "What happened?" Scully watched his expression carefully. "I don't know. Suddenly I was on the ground." "Let's take a rest day." Scully suggested. "We've been on the move for nearly three weeks without a break." "No." Mulder was anxious to get to Safe Haven now that they were so close. "I can go on, Scully. I feel better already." Scully stood and helped Mulder to his feet, watching him carefully. He seemed OK. She shouldered her own pack, turning to lead the way...and ended up flat on her back. "What the hell," she tried to say although what came out of her mouth sounded like gibberish to her ears. Mulder helped her to her feet and supported her until she stopped swaying in his arms. He held up one finger in caution as he swept the other slowly in front of him. Suddenly he snatched back his hand as if it had been bitten. Cautiously, he extended his hand, palm out, to the same spot...and snatched it back again, shaking it from the wrist. "Well, what do you know" was all he said. "What?" Scully extended her palm slowly, carefully, until she barely felt something tingle against her skin. She pulled her hand to safety. "What is it?" Mulder considered his answer carefully. "A force field." Force field. Alien technology. Shit. "A force field protecting what?" "I don't know." Let's see if we can find out." He moved back and forth across the road, confirming with open hands that the field completely blocked their way in that direction. He then stepped off the pavement to his right, feeling the way by sense of touch, his palms held in air ahead of him. Scully followed him up the incline to their right, staying safely behind him, struggling to drag the shopping cart up the uneven slope. What they saw at the top made them both catch their breath. A shining city stretched to the horizon in every direction. Beautiful. Terrible. Row after row of rectangular buildings, multistory barracks-like structures, spread out before them. The silvery city shimmered in the afternoon sunlight, throwing small points of light around the rolling hills. Squinting, they could see tiny figures moving back and forth, from one building to the next. Alien? Human? They couldn't tell at this distance, nearly a mile from the closest building. Small craft hovered overhead, moving slowly around the compound in a graceful pattern. Cautiously, they crept back into the low trees. Mulder dug in his pack for his binoculars, then crept on his belly back to the ridge, stopping under a bush. Scully crawled close behind him. "Be careful of reflection from the lenses," she warned as she lay next to him. "We're in the shade. We'll be OK." Mulder raised the binoculars to his eyes and twisted the thumb wheel. He flinched as it came into focus. "What do you see," Scully urged. "Humans. Lots of them." He trolled around the compound with his lenses. Stopped abruptly. Gasped. "What, Mulder?" "Grays." He hissed the word. "Grays. The little gray guys with the big eyes?" In her mind's eye, Scully always visualized those aliens as if they were painted on black velvet. For some reason. He nodded and continued to watch. "So who are we fighting here, Mulder? The gray ones? Or is it the lizard aliens, the oily stuff or those faceless guys who look like us but who can change into other forms?" Scully wanted to know. "All of them." "Well, that makes it easy. If it ain't human, kill it." Sarcasm dripped from her words. Mulder handed her the binoculars and lay quietly by as she looked for herself. "Oh." She handed them back, rolling onto her back, closing her eyes, thinking about what she'd just seen. "I've got to get a closer look." Mulder finally broke the silence. "How? Everything is at least a mile inside the perimeter and we can't go through the force field." "I'll work my way around the outside. Maybe I can find a weak spot. Maybe I can see something more from a different angle." "They'll see you, Mulder. Not only do they have those...craft... hovering over the compound, but they've probably got all sorts of sensor arrays that monitor the place." "Sensor arrays." Mulder smiled at her description. "That's so very Star Trek of you, Scully." "Shut up, Mulder." "I'll go after dark." She ignored the first person singular in his plan. "I suppose you have night vision goggles in that bag?" "As a matter of fact, I do." Mulder smugly dug to the bottom of his pack and produced the object in question. Damn. I had to ask. Worry started nibbling at her stomach. "OK. We leave our stuff here and go as far as that next big hill after dark. We check it out, then come back and move on to Safe Haven." "No. You stay here with our stuff and I go to that hill over there." "No. No way. We don't split up." Not after all this time, all these miles. "It's safe this way, Scully. If something happens to me you can still make it to Safe Haven and tell the others about this place." "I don't have a clue where Safe Haven is located, Mulder, you know that." She argued her best case. "You told me that I shouldn't know in case *they* caught me and subjected me to some kind of alien mind probe." He reached into the pack and pulled out a stack of maps. Choosing one, he spread it on the ground and stabbed a point in central Idaho with his finger. "There. Go there. If you can't find the guys, they will find you. It's a small place." She pushed the map away. "Uh-uh. No way. If you go, I go, Mulder." He sat back, exasperated. She took his hand between both of hers, desperate. "I can't lose you." "Scully..." Mulder began. Scully cut him off. "Remember...remember when you said that I made you a whole person?" Mulder couldn't forget that day. He nodded. Scully cleared her throat and continued. "You make me a whole person, too, Mulder. Before all this, I needed you more than I ever admitted, especially to myself. But now, after all we've been through, I've got to tell you...I know that...I, I lo...love...." She cleared her throat again. "Love you?" Mulder helped her with the words. "More than life itself." She admitted. "Please don't try to slip away without me, Mulder." He pulled her into his arms. "Aw shit, Scully. You sure know how to pick your times." "Don't go without me," she repeated into his shirt front. He sighed deeply, holding her. "Mulder...." Scully begged with the tone of her voice. Mulder kissed the top of her head and lay his cheek against her hair. "It would be safer if only one of us went out there." "You're not my father. You're not The Law anymore. You can't make me stay behind." He couldn't argue with that. "Fine. You win. We both go." "Good." His shirt front muffled her reply. *** Four hours later, a lawn of stars twinkled across the night sky and the half moon floated above the horizon, glowing brightly. Unfortunately, so did the camp: diffuse light radiated from nowhere, shining everywhere, lighting the rolling hillside far beyond the perimeter of the compound. Familiar triangular craft drifted slowly around the night sky, tracing a wide pattern in the air over the camp. Mulder looked at Scully. "So much for the night vision goggles." Scully scanned the terrain between them and their destination. Bright. Too bright to cross without fear of detection. Damn. "Let's just loop out there instead of going straight across," Mulder pointed the way, moving under the ridge line, cautious not to show his profile above the low scrub that protected them. An hour later, they crept up the far side of their destination, sliding the last few feet on their bellies. As they peered over the top of the ridge, they saw the compound glowing below them. From this angle they could determine the basic organization of the camp: the barracks radiated in a spoke-like pattern from a local hub, a large warehouse-like structure. From their vantage point they could see two of these hubs. Even at night, the camp bustled with activity. Scully raised the binoculars to her eyes and surveyed the camp. "It looks like one-way traffic, Mulder." She handed him the binoculars. "I only see people going *into* those big buildings. Do you see anyone coming out?" He took the binoculars and scanned the compound carefully. "You're right. I wonder what goes on in there?" He lowered the binoculars and scanned the slope below him by eye. "I wonder..." He bolted suddenly for a small clump of bushes part-way down the slope. Scully slid into the shelter behind him. "Warn me before you do that the next time." He nodded absently, scanning the compound again. Scully lay at his side, head down, not moving. From her position, she could see a faint glimmer in the air, all the way down the hill, dissolving in the middle distance. The distortion picked up the light from the camp, reflecting it into the darkness. Near the ground, she could hear a low harmonic emission, an almost beautiful series of atonal chords in an undulating minor key. "Hey Mulder." She touched his arm to get his attention. "I can see the force field. I can *hear* it." It got his attention. He dropped the binoculars, bringing his face down to ground level. "I see it." Mulder picked up a small rock, eyeing the distortion in the air. It shimmered. "Mulder." She stayed his hand. "I don't think that's a good idea." "Why not?" He hefted the rock in his hand, eager to throw it. Always a boy, Scully thought. "No seriously, Mulder. Remember how Captain Picard always knew exactly where the shields had been breached?" "Beam me up, Scully." Wrong *Enterprise*. He didn't care. "Shut UP, Mulder. You're having too much fun. I'm being serious here." Grinning, he tossed the small rock at the force field, watching it ripple like molten metal, turning dark--translucent--at the point of impact, sending waves of pearly fluorescence in graded shades of blue radiating outward before it disappeared again. At impact, the harmonic emission rose in a crescendo, harsh and dissonant, fading back to its gentle drifting tones after the rock passed through. "Wow." That was neat. One of the triangular ships broke from its pattern, heading in their direction. Its body glowed with waves of fiery red that washed over it from bow to stern. "You've done it now, Mulder." "Uh-oh." Mulder hunkered down in the low scrub. Scully tugged at his sleeve. "We're outta here." She crabbed her way through the bushes to the edge of the open space that lay between them and the next clump of bushes. She looked around. Where was Mulder? "Mulder," she hissed into the night. "I'm going back" came the reply from somewhere to her left. "Are you out of your mind?" Her blood pressure hit the ceiling, pulse pounding in her ears. "They. Have. Seen. Us." "I dropped my binoculars" was his excuse. "Mulder," she bit out his name in her best Margaret Scully imitation, "you get over here right now." Surprisingly, it worked. The bushes rustled on the left, parted, and Mulder appeared, crawling on hands and knees. A low humming sound swelled then faded as the patrol craft passed over them in the darkness. "What's wrong with you, Mulder," Scully demanded. He rose to a squatting position beside her. "This is our one chance to get important information for the resistance, Scully." "All the information in the world does nobody good if we're dead and can't deliver it to anyone. What did you tell me this afternoon?" All the reason in the world usually had little effect on Mulder when he set his mind to solve a problem. Surprisingly, tonight he agreed. "We've got enough, I guess." Mulder reasonable twice in one night? I need a drink, Scully mused to herself as she sized up the distance between them and their next shelter. Two hundred yards, she estimated. Without further hesitation she coiled, then sprang, running flat-out across the exposed terrain. With his long legs, Mulder passed her a few seconds after she broke cover. A low humming sound swelled in the air behind them, a sudden sharp crack split the night, a sizzling bolt of energy passed over their heads. The bushes in front of them exploded. Chunks of dirt and debris flew into their faces, raining down on them as Mulder zigged to his left and Scully zagged to her right. They met in a copse of small trees. With a hum, the craft flew overhead and disappeared beyond the ridge line of the small hill. Scully gripped a tree for support. She listened carefully but heard only the sound of her breathing and Mulder's harsh panting in her ears. "Are they gone?" Scully scanned the bare rocks that ran along the low ridge in front of them. "Just like that?" "Who cares? Maybe they just wanted to scare us off." Mulder broke cover and headed up the hillside, Scully close behind, taking no care to hide his progress. "*I'm* scared," Scully admitted to no one in particular as she trailed Mulder up the hill. With a final thrust, they scaled the rocky ledge just below the crest...and nearly ran into the alien craft, glowing deep red, hovering just past the ridge, a mere five feet above the ground. "Shiiiiiit!" Mulder stumbled backward across the rocks, ploughing into Scully, knocking her from her feet, landing on top of her. "Wha..." Scully awkwardly pushed Mulder to one side and sat up. The craft flashed brilliant orange, shooting straight into the air above them, disappearing into the night sky. Mulder scrambled to his feet, turned and offered Scully a hand up. "They're messing with our heads, Scully." "And who said space aliens lacked a sense of humor?" Scully leapt to her feet and headed over the hill without further delay. Her heart pounded in her chest, her breath tore at her throat. She labored up the last hillside, Mulder close behind her. Another sizzling zap sounded from behind them, impacted on their right, sent dirt and rocks and wood fragments into their faces as they ran. Running flat out, they passed the clump of trees that hid their belongings but did not stop for them, instead continuing over the crest and down the hill on the other side. The hum of the craft grew louder, from directly behind them. A bright glow preceded it, lighting the terrain in front of them, revealing the good places to hide. Scully dove head first into a dense thicket of small trees, Mulder followed on her heels. They landed in a tangle of arms, legs and branches. The hum swelled then receded as the craft flew by them. Heavy breathing, hers and Mulder's. No humming. No zapping. Nothing else. After a moment's wait, they extricated themselves from their haven and continued down the hill on onto the road. They quickly crossed the exposed pavement and leapt over the embankment on the far side, skidding downhill in loose gravel to the bank of a small river. Across the water, a fractured tail fin rose in silhouette against the stars. Another wreckage. "Quick. We can hide in there." Mulder gasped the words as he splashed through the shallow water and up the opposite bank, toward a gaping hole in the near side of the burnt fuselage. "How convenient," Scully remarked to herself, chest heaving, legs wobbling as she followed him across the river, slipping into the wreckage a few seconds later. The air inside was heavy with the odor of burnt fuel and plastic and something else. A small amount of moonlight filtered through the scorched and broken windows above them, lighting their way in relief as they struggled through a bizarre maze of burnt seats, twisted metal struts, and hanging wires, all tilted at a crazy angle. Scully slipped and regained her balance. I am not stepping on bodies, I am not stepping on bodies, she chanted to herself each time she slipped on something unidentifiable underfoot. They passed through a narrow hole in what used to be the floor of the passenger cabin, feeling their way in the darkness now. Square objects. Many square objects and rectangular ones. Cargo Hold. No bodies in the cargo hold, Scully thought, relieved. And the air smelled better here. A thin wedge of moonlight showed through a gap between the broken cargo door and the twisted fuselage. Scully made her way toward the light and fresh air on wobbly legs. She hooked one foot on a lumpy bag, falling awkwardly. She bit her lip on a whimper as pain bloomed in her ankle. She felt around her. Bags. Canvas bags. She raised her head to get a better look: US Mail, stenciled on canvas. She lay back, elevating her ankle on another bag. The pain was bearable now. Mulder sank down beside her, taking her hand. "Hurt your ankle?" "Just a little twist. I'll be fine." Scully squeezed his fingers, pulling him toward her. "I think we're OK." He lay beside her, resting his head on the other hand. "Strangely, I think we're more than OK." "We are," she reached for him in the dim moonlight. "But that's not what I meant." He nestled his face against her neck for a moment. "I think if they had wanted to catch us, they would have caught us." Scully nodded in agreement. "If they had wanted to kill us, they would have nailed us with that beam." "We are no threat to them. They just wanted to scare us off." "On the other hand," Scully offered reasonably, "they could have beamed up our annoying little asses and dropped us in the camp." "I think they were just screwing with our minds, Scully." "We'll go back tomorrow and get our things." "If they're still there." "I don't see why not. They are well hidden. The aliens have no use for them." She winced as she experimentally flexed her ankle. Still sore. Mulder nestled down in the mail sacks, pulling her into his arms. "Tomorrow," he promised. Scully rolled over, tangling her legs with his, resting her head comfortably on his shoulder, throwing her arm across his abdomen. "Hey Scully." "Ummm?" "I love you, too." *** Year 01 Day 112 The next morning, they bent their heads over a map spread across the cool pavement, the rising sun warm against their backs. At daybreak, they had crept from the wreckage, back across the highway and up the hill to find their stashed belongings. All there. Untouched. Relief. "If we backtrack for a few miles, we can pick up this state highway here." Mulder traced a faint line with his finger. "We'll have to divert south for a while, but we can get around this...thing if we go that way." He referred to the concentration camp they'd reconnoitered the night before. "It's easier than trying to go through the force field." Scully surreptitiously tested her ankle against the hard surface of the road. A twinge. Not bad. "Force field." Mulder savored her words. "Are you trying to turn me on, Scully?" Scully smiled thinly at one of Mulder's old jokes. The normalcy of his humor stood in sharp contrast to their current situation, anything but normal, anything but humorous. "It's best to give this whole camp area a wide berth," Mulder returned to the original conversational thread, putting away the map and standing up. He hoisted his pack onto his back. "Ready?" "As I ever am." Scully put on her best smiley face and grabbed the cart. They turned and headed east, downhill into the morning sun. "How's the ankle," Mulder asked after a few minutes of watching Scully try not to limp. "It's fine...." He slanted a hard look in her direction at the words. "No, Mulder...really," Scully insisted. "It's just a slight strain. I'll probably walk it out by lunch time." He took the cart from her hand, pulling it behind him instead. The road wound through the hills, toward the plains. Clumps of pines gave way to aspen groves; the small river on their right swelled and grew as other streams joined its course; the sun climbed higher, shining between fluffy clouds that cobbled the blue sky. They passed between two hills, the river rumbling below them as it forced its way through the narrow cleft. A Gray materialized in the road ahead, the silvery tube in his hand pointed directly at them. The weapon was strange but its message was clear. "No way," Mulder moaned in frustration. He dropped his pack and moved slowly to his left, away from Scully, widening the gap between them. Scully caught his slight nod and moved to her right, away from Mulder, widening the space further. The Gray shifted his weapon from hand one to the other. Wary. Watching them from his wide-set eyes as they moved apart. What does he want, Scully wondered as the uneven surface of the road's shoulder crunched beneath her right foot. Beyond the guard rail, the ground dropped sharply into the gorge. Glancing from the corner of her eye, she saw Mulder starting to move up on the little creature from the left. Suddenly, she gasped, staggered. Pain. Right in the middle of her head. Searing pain. Mulder staggered too, grasping his head with both hands. Images flashed through Scully's head. Images of the camp, the inside of an unidentifiable craft, and of them, clutching their heads in pain. Suddenly a new image filled her head, pushing out the others: Mulder's face, twisted in pain and anger; Mulder's hands outstretched, clawed, reaching. Scully dropped her pack on the road and gathered her strength, struggling to find focus within the agony. She lurched toward the scuffle and... Thawp! ...a bright light lanced through the air, hitting the ground in front of her. Small stones peppered her lower legs. That little gray bastard, she thought, angry now. She bent low and charged the tangle of gray legs and human arms that tussled in the road, butting them with her head, knocking them flat on the pavement, landing on them with a soft oooof. Zzzzz...thawp! Another bolt sizzled through the air, cleanly over her head this time. Somehow, Scully's anger pushed the alien's presence from her thoughts, cleansing her mind. She rolled to her feet and grabbed the Gray's arm, pulling him off Mulder. "Get off him, you little shit," she hissed as she effortlessly threw the little alien aside, bending to help Mulder to his feet. A heavy weight knocked her into Mulder, sending them both tumbling across the road into the hard metal of the guard rail. Zap! Agony tore through Scully's right calf as she tried to turn on the Gray. Her injured leg collapsed beneath her, throwing her off balance. She tripped into Mulder, pushing him backward. The guard rail caught Mulder across the back of one knee. He folded at the joint, momentum sending the upper half of his body over the railing. Scully grabbed at him desperately, catching the waistband of his jeans as he slipped backward over the rail. She braced her feet against his fall, pulling against him with all her strength, but his weight and momentum dragged her through the dirt. She hit the guardrail with both knees and fell over, tumbling with Mulder into the gorge. They landed in a bushy tree that grew a few feet below the surface of the road. With an iron grip on Mulder's belt, Scully snatched furiously at its branches as she fell through them. Sticks and leaves slipped through her grasp, lashed her face, scratching her arms. With a bone-jarring thump, she crashed against the trunk, straddling it, arresting her fall. "Shit!" She screamed as stars exploded behind her eyes. Mulder's weight slowly pulled her to the right. "Mulder, grab something!" She shouted as she wound her other arm around a convenient branch. "I can't reach anything." He thrashed wildly, looking for a hold. Scully slipped further to her right, her shoulder aching from the strain of holding both Mulder's weight and her own. Then she felt Mulder's hand against her fingers where they wrapped around his waistband. "What the hell are you doing!" "Let me go, Scully." He gritted through clenched teeth as he peeled her fingers from the waistband of his jeans. "Mulder...no!" Suddenly unbalanced, Scully fell from the tree, hitting the gravely slope right after Mulder, rolling painfully downhill. Here and there, low scrub caught at their clothing, slowing them as they fell. Mulder skidded on his back for a few feet before disappearing over a low cliff. Scully heard a splash and a curse as she dropped into air. She windmilled desperately, trying to gain some small degree of attitude control on her descent. Completely disoriented, she hit the water head first. Icy water closed over her head, knocking the air out of her lungs, leaving her momentarily blind and deaf. Lungs bursting, she flailed in the water, desperately trying to find *up.* The current tugged her, dragged her haphazardly against a rock. She cracked her knuckles painfully against its surface as she struggled to get her head above water. Finally, air. She gulped lungfuls of the stuff, sputtering and coughing. The alien materialized on a rock in midstream, separating Mulder from Scully. The Gray trained his weapon directly on Scully where she labored to climb out of the river, oblivious to the threat behind her. "Noooooooo!" Mulder surged out of the water, a large stone in his hands. Before the bewildered Gray could turn, Mulder lunged, bringing the stone down on his head with a sickening crunch. The alien collapsed in a boneless heap, floating face down in the water. His body snagged against a rock then twisted, slowly spiraled. He floated downstream and out of sight. "Jesus, Mulder." Scully collapsed against the soft bank of the river, breathing heavily, rubbing her aching calf. Mulder waded from the water, dropping to the ground, wild eyed, his breath rasping in his throat. They sat together for a moment, silently watching the river. The sun passed behind a cloud and came out again. "God, I hurt all over." Scully blotted at the bloody scrapes on her arms with wet hands. She closed her eyes as Mulder gently brushed away the leaves and dirt from her cheeks, stroking her wet hair away from her face. Her head rolled loose on her shoulders as Mulder pressed a tender kiss to her temple and another one to her forehead. She slipped her arm around his shoulder and relaxed against him as he lowered her into the soft nest of ferns that covered the ground where they sat. Scully yelped as pain shot up her leg. She sat up abruptly, grabbing her calf. She yelped again at the pressure of her touch, then gingerly set about self-examination. Through the hole in her jeans, she could see blood, raw flesh and some charring. Ouch. A third degree burn, at least. "Dammit!" She screamed into the sky. "I'm sick of this." Mulder lay his hand on her shoulder, placating. Scully would have none of it. Shrugging off his hand, she continued her rant. "I am sick and tired of walking all day. I'm sick and tired of smelling bad...and eating Spaghetti-Os and tuna and canned fruit. I'm tired of sleeping on the ground...it's damned hard. And I'm really sick of those nasty little aliens who landed and screwed up my nice, neat life." She tossed fistfuls of shredded fern into the river as she shouted. The rumble of the river washed her words away. "Are you OK?" Mulder asked from a safe distance. "I feel much better now, Mulder." She did. Scully examined her burnt leg again. He looked over her shoulder. "We'd better put something on that." "I have some burn cream in our cart...up there." Scully looked up for the first time, measuring the depth of the canyon with her eyes. Deep. As she considered the climb she flexed her leg cautiously. "Owwww." That really hurt. Dammit. Dammit. Dammit. Mulder rubbed her arm, somewhere it didn't hurt, sympathetically. "I don't think I can make it up there, Mulder." Scully's eyes filled with tears and she turned her head so that Mulder couldn't see them. "Not today." With a finger under her chin, he turned her face toward his. "If you can't make it today, you'll make it tomorrow. *We'll* make it...when we're ready." Scully smiled weakly through her tears. "I'm sorry, Mulder." Sorry for crying, sorry for getting hurt, sorry for slowing us down, she said with her eyes. "Don't be. Ever." He tenderly dried her cheeks with the back of his fingers. "And don't ever feel you've got to hide your pain from me. Please trust me that much." His eyes were honest, open pools; she could see clear to the bottom. "When you're hurt, I carry the load; When I'm hurt, you carry the load." He offered his hand. "Deal?" "Deal." She shook it firmly, feeling better. "OK." Businesslike. He stood, measuring the climb with his gaze. "I'll get the first aid kit." He tottered on a rock at the edge of the river, choosing his first step. He jumped. Missed. Climbed out and jumped again. Made it. Scully tracked him with her eyes. Shouted. "Don't forget some dry clothes!" He waved in response as he tackled the rocky hillside, choosing his holds carefully, working his way to the top of the gorge. He slipped over the edge and she was alone. The wind sighed along the river, its gentle breath chilling her through her wet clothing. She shivered. Her calf throbbed. She scanned the skyline constantly, looking for Mulder on his return. The river rumbled over the rocks at her feet, flowing down the valley, out of sight. She shivered again, turning her attention to her injured leg. She lowered her leg into the river, the shock of the cold water numbing the pain a little. The plink-plink-plink of a falling rock caught her attention. She looked up to see Mulder drop over the edge of the gorge, her pack on his back. The extra things tied to the outside caught on rocks and branches, making his descent awkward. He worked his way carefully back to her, taking a longer but safer route to the bottom this time. As he tenderly dressed her wound, covering it with a few rounds of gauze dressing, the sun went behind a cloud and stayed there. The wind picked up, blowing dust through the canyon. Fat raindrops splattered around them as Scully pulled on a dry pair of slacks, loose around the leg. Scully looked up at the sky, dark and ominous, then at Mulder. "Could it get any worse than this?" "We could be dead. We could have lost our things." Mulder described how he'd rearranged their things, hiding the rest of their belongings in the trees alongside the road. "You could have brought some dry clothing for yourself." Mulder smiled sheepishly and shivered a little. Her needs had filled his mind to the exclusion of all else. She stood unsteadily, her weight on one leg, and looked around her. Part way up the near side of the canyon was a cave. A small cave, she discovered after Mulder helped her up the slope and inside. Curling as far to the back as possible, they huddled together, sharing their warmth beneath the quilt. Rain poured in thick sheets outside their haven. Mulder sneezed, then coughed. Scully pulled him closer, rubbing his back through his wet clothes. *** Year 01 Day 126 On the road between Green River and Kemerer, a cold quickly overwhelmed Mulder's weakened defenses, turning to pneumonia on the seventh day. Around them, trees shimmered yellow in the October sun. The cloak of Indian Summer lay gently over the land, keeping them warm. But as he struggled along the flat highway, Mulder gasped for air, his breath catching and rasping in his chest. "You really need to rest, Mulder." Scully insisted, trying to herd him to the side of the road. "That cold is going to turn into pneumonia." "I never..." cough "...get pneumonia." He stepped around her and continued doggedly. "Quit bugging me, Samantha." "Scully." Concern in her voice. "What?" "You called me Samantha." "I did not." Mulder shivered, his teeth rattling, pained expression on his face. Scully grabbed him by the arm, stopping him. "Mulder, you're sick. We're stopping right now." "We've got to keep going." Weakly. "We're almost there." Scully led him from the road, into a small grove of trees. This time he followed her without protest. "We've got to call the Gunmen. "Mulder mumbled as Scully lifted his pack from his back. "It's time. We've got to call." Scully threw the sleeping bag onto the ground, rolling it out, dropping the quilt on top. She urged Mulder backward, gently down onto the soft padding. He fell in a heap, legs twisted beneath him, laying back on the bedding. He plucked awkwardly at his clothing. "I need my phone, Scully. I can't find my phone." "Oh, Mulder." Scully felt his forehead with one hand. Burning hot, wet beneath her palm. Oh shit. She pulled a small canteen from her pack and uncapped it. "Come on, Mulder. Drink this." Scully lifted his head with one hand and offered the drink with the other. His eyes, unfocused, attempted to track the moving target and failed. Scully guided the canteen to his lips and tipped gently, pouring the water into his mouth. He choked and sputtered. "It's time...time," he muttered, coughing. She blotted his face with her fingertips, wiping the water away, soothing him with her touch. His eyes fell closed as his breath rasped viciously in his chest. "Oh God, oh God, oh God," Scully dumped the contents of the shopping cart, coming up with the bag of medicines she had carried since the hospital in Columbus. She pulled out bottle after bottle, lining them up in front of her. Fumbling beneath the pile of clothes and food and scavenged goods, she pulled out a PDR she'd brought from the same hospital. Physician's Desk Reference. A catalog of drugs. On that first horrible night, when she tried in vain to save patient after dying patient, she collected a large array of medicines. She gathered these medicines so that she could treat fellow travelers on their journey or help themselves if they were to fall ill on the road. Some drugs she knew from her long-ago days in medical school; others were completely new to her. She gladly carried the weighty PDR with its extensive knowledge on her back until she found the shopping cart in an abandoned bus station. She picked up the first bottle and read the label. Acetaminophen with Codeine. She tossed it aside and picked up the next one, read the label then dropped it back in the bag. Dilaudid. Flipping the pages, she read indications for use of the drug. Not useful. She tossed it aside and picked up the next bottle. Grisactin. An antifungal, good for ringworm. Not helpful. She tossed it on top of the other bottle and continued searching through her stock. Imodium and Phrenilin. Not in this case. She searched through the pages for Bactrim. Maybe in a pinch. She set it aside and kept looking. Another bottle: Clarithromycin. That sounded promising. She read the description. Good for treatment of mild to moderate infections with...she ran her finger down the column...S. pneumoniae, M. pneumoniae. Exactly. She shook 1 capsule of Clarithromycin and two tablets of aspirin into her hand and reached for the canteen. "Mulder. I need you to swallow this." Mulder eyes flickered. "Mom?" "No, it's Scully." She pulled him upright, supporting his limp weight with a shoulder beneath his arm. She pressed the capsule to his lips, followed by the water. "Samantha?" Mulder swallowed and coughed. "You're back." He grinned drunkenly. "No, Mulder. It's Scully. Just one person: Scully." She lay him down and pulled the quilt over his shivering body. "I'm right here." She removed his shoes, setting them aside, tucking his feet beneath the quilt. "Scully." Mulder closed his eyes and struggled to breathe, the air dragging through the secretions in his chest. He reached blindly for Scully or Samantha or his mother. Scully went to him, sliding next to him, holding him against her body, whispering to him, praying to God for his help. "...not again. No." Mulder's muttering woke Scully in the night. "You bastard!" He tossed his head, limbs thrashing beneath the quilt. Sweat poured from his face, matting his hair. He radiated heat into the cool night air. Scully's heart sank. She threw the covers aside and felt along his shirt and jeans in the dim moonlight. Soaked. "...you're lying! I've seen it...my own eyes..." He labored to breathe. With trembling fingers, she unbuttoned his shirt, peeling it down his body and tossing it aside. "Dammit, I..." He nearly hit her in the face with a flying arm. Dodging him, she made quick work of his jeans and underwear, leaving the length of his body exposed to the night air. "...the Grays, it's the Grays." His muttering faded and he seemed to fall into a deeper sleep as the air cooled him. His breath growled in his chest. Scully lifted his head into her lap. She whispered his name. Then louder, "Mulder!" Mulder's eyes fluttered but didn't open. She shook him gently. "Mulder, you've got to take some medicine." "Scully?" Weakly. "Yes, Mulder." She stroked his burning forehead. "Please take these pills." He opened his mouth, first to the pills, then to the canteen, swallowing. "I...feel...like...shit, Scully." He gasped between each word, eyes closed. "I know." She slipped his pack behind his back, propping him in a half-sitting position. She wet a cloth with water from their canteen and wiped his face. "Good. Tha's good." She applied the cooling liquid to his chest and arms, wiping down his legs and feet, then sat back on her heels, watching him. Could he have come so far, survived so much, to be stopped by a common terrestrial microorganism? He fought for air, each breath bubbling through the secretions filling his chest. Scully flicked tears from her eyes with one hand before tipping more cool water onto the cloth and washing him down again. And again. And again, through the night and the next day. On the morning of the second day, his fever broke. His eyes flickered open. "Hi." His words were barely more than an exhalation. "Hi." Scully laid her hand across his forehead. Cool. Thank God. She closed her eyes, tears streaming from beneath her lashes. "Don't cry, Scully." A goupy cough rattled in his chest and rolled up his throat. He sputtered and swallowed. Scully put her arm around him, taking the boneless weight of his body on her shoulder. "I'm just glad you're awake." She allowed herself a small sniffle, rubbing his back. "I'm so tired." He whispered in her ear. "You need to sleep." She urged him back on the sleeping bag, gently smoothing the quilt over him. "Scully?" "Yes, Mulder." She offered him antibiotics and water to wash them down. He swallowed and lay back again. "Don't leave me." Don't leave him? Who nearly left whom here? Scully smoothed his hair away from his face, tucking the longer strands behind his ear. "Never, Mulder." On the edge of sleep, he smiled, his face barely moving. "Til death do us part." "Til death do us part," Scully agreed, watching him fade into slumber. The way things are going, that may be sooner, rather than later. This time, Mulder slept a full 24 hours. Late in the morning, Scully sat by a small fire she had tended cautiously for the past three days. She held her hands over the flames, turning them back to front, basting them in the warmth. Birds caroled overhead, celebrating the day as she fought the fatigue from her three-day vigil. It threatened to overwhelm her. A croupy cough ripped from Mulder's chest, followed by another one. Scully rushed to his side, leaning over him as he opened his eyes. "Hey." Another cough. He choked, struggling to sit up. Scully pulled him to a sitting position. He swayed and would have collapsed onto the bedding if she hadn't caught his arm. He raised a trembling hand and lay it over hers without speaking. Scully patted his hand. "I know, Mulder." She pushed his pack behind his back, settling him gently against it. The quilt puddled around his waist. He smiled weakly, gratefully. "Are you hungry," she asked hopefully. "I've got a fire going, and some soup..." He shook his head, coughing. "Not hungry," he gasped between spasms. Scully poured some soup into their pan and warmed it over the fire. "Try something, Mulder. You'll feel better with something in your stomach." He coughed and swallowed, closing his eyes with fatigue. "I already having something in my stomach." Ewwww. Scully hid a small smile. This was the Mulder she knew and loved. He had climbed from the abyss and rejoined her in this...abyss. Oh well, she thought as she sampled the soup and found it to be sufficiently warm. Everything's relative. Mulder opened his eyes as she sank down on the bedding next to him, the pot in one hand, a spoon in the other. Scully lifted some soup to his lips. Mulder intercepted the spoon, taking it with a shaking hand. He promptly tipped the contents onto his chest. Retrieving the spoon, Scully patiently cleaned the spill. She brushed her fingers through the soft mat of fur covering his chest, slowly, thoughtfully. Mulder's eyes flashed with passion, pinning her. He reached for her hand. Then his eyes shifted to a point behind her head. Scully sat and turned, looking along his line of sight. Three scruffy men stood at the edge of the clearing, lean and wary. Feral dogs. Trouble. The tall one with shaggy red hair stepped forward. "Howdy, Ma'am." The words were friendly; the voice was not. "Hello," Scully replied cautiously, turning to face him, rolling onto the balls of her feet. "We were wondering if you had any food we could share." Scruffy Red moved closer. "We're kinda all out." "Yeah." A boy with a nasty facial wound stepped up behind him. An older man, burly arms sticking out of a sleeveless sweatshirt, joined them silently. The three loomed over Scully where she crouched next to Mulder. She glanced sideways at her pack where it lay several feet away. Too far. They'd get to her before she got to it. "Something wrong with your man, there," Facial Wound asked, stone faced. "Uh..." Scully eyed Mulder's pack surreptitiously under the guise of looking at him. "He's had the....flu." "Too bad." The burly guy spoke at last, no sympathy in this voice. She could see the outline of Mulder's weapon where the nylon pulled taut across the side pocket. She slid her right hand beneath him as if she were cowering against him in fear. Burly Guy lunged at Mulder, rolling him effortlessly aside. Mulder grunted in pain but lay still, too weak to fight back. Facial Wound jumped on their cart, digging wildly through the contents, tossing food items to Scruffy Red who collected them in his arms. Burly Guy advanced on Scully, menace in his eye. Scully curled her fingers around cold metal and started to pull. Slowly. Burly Guy grabbed her left arm, fingers digging painfully into her flesh. With a quick movement, he pulled her to her feet and against his body. Scully's stomach rolled as the stench of uncleaned teeth blew over her. She averted her eyes and waited. Tense. Burly Guy rubbed himself against her, his intention clear. He needed sustenance of another kind. "Get your hands off..." Mulder tried to lever himself to a sitting position, but failed. He gasped for air and choked on a series of goupy coughs. A mean smile flirted around Burly Guy's lips, then faded away. "I think you and I..." Scully raised Mulder's gun from her side and shot Burly Guy in the closest available non-vital region: his shoulder. The report echoed in the morning air. Facial Wound and Scruffy Red froze, then dropped the items they'd taken. Cans of soup rolled across the clearing in every direction. Blood ran through Burly Guy's fingers as he staggered backward, clutching his shoulder. "Drop our things and get the *fuck* out of here." Scully screamed, pointing the weapon directly at Scruffy Red's heart, her aim steady, unwavering. Facial Wound tripped over a can of soup and fell heavily, knocking himself breathless. "Now!" She trained the sights on the torn edges of his wound. His eyes flared with fear. Scruffy Red hauled his friend up by one arm, pulling him out of the clearing close on the heels of Burly Guy, who had already gone. "Fucking cowards," she said to herself, lowering the gun to her side. Mulder struggled to a sitting position against his pack, breathing heavily. "Bullies," she added as she dropped onto the bedding beside him, her knees suddenly weak from the overdose of adrenaline. "My hero," Mulder replied. "Shut up" was all she said before turning into his arms and burying her face in his neck. *** The Former Idaho Year 01 Day 165 Trees had turned from green to gold to bare brown, the warm heat of the sun had thinned to a cool yellow glow as Mulder and Scully worked their way through the Wyoming mountains to central Idaho. Wearing tattered parkas, sweaters, and makeshift scarves wound around their necks, they labored up a twisting dirt road. It had snowed lightly all morning, as it had for the previous three days. A thin veil of white lay over the mountains and across the meadows, a fine glaze of ice floated across the lakes and formed along the edge of tumbling streams. They crunched their way through the trackless snow, leaving footprints and a wavering pair of wheel ruts behind them in the road. Their trek had both hardened them and worn them down. The 165 days between their old lives and their new one left an irrevocable mark on them, both mental and physical. It had been a long trip, a difficult trip, both frightening and demoralizing. And yet, according to Mulder, they were close to their destination. Scully searched herself for a small shred of optimism that she could use to fuel this last leg of her journey. Nothing. Empty. Today she moved head down, shoulders aching, numbly shuffling one tired foot before the other. She watched Mulder carefully as they toiled up the road, watched the cloud of his breath as it steamed around him, watched for signs that the pneumonia had returned. Suddenly Mulder stiffened. Whistled. Shouted. "Hey Langley!" Scully whirled to see a familiar blonde head pop over of a pile of rocks. "Dude!" Langley shouted as he scrambled over the rocks and raced across the road to where they stood in the snow. Stopped. Awkwardly reached out for Mulder with both arms. Stopped. He wore the strange expression of someone seeing The Dead rise before him. Mulder helped him, stepped forward, clasped Langley in a manly embrace. They thumped each other heartily through heavy parkas. "We thought you were dead." "We have important news for you...about a HUGE concentration camp in Wyoming." Mulder coughed raggedly, a deep barking hack in his chest. "We've heard rumors." Langley motioned for them to follow him down the road. "You've actually seen it? You know where it is?" Mulder nodded, patting the side pocket of his pack. "Marked on our map." "Byers will split a gut when he hears this. This is great." "Which is great? News about the camp or Byers splitting his gut?" Scully broke in. "Both. Man, am I glad to see you guys." He led them under a tree and into a cleft in the hillside, vanishing into blackness before their eyes. Scully extended one hand in the gloom and jammed her fingers into a wall of rock. Shit, that hurt. She snatched her fingers back, rubbing them against the palm of the other hand. "Mulder!" Langley's voice rose from solid rock. "What the hell..." Mulder reached around Scully, tracing his hands across the rough surface. Scully added her hands to his, feeling her way left...into air. She brailled her way along the wall, pulling Mulder behind her...directly into another wall. "Langley!" Irritated. "Keep close to the wall and feel your way" came the disembodied instructions. Scully pressed against the wall, turning left again, starting downhill, her hands sliding before her. "This is not funny, Langley." "It's not a joke," he insisted from somewhere in front of her. "You're almost here." Her hand encountered warm flesh. Langley. "Welcome to Safe Haven, Agent Scully." "At last," Mulder breathed into her ear from the other side. The sound of metal scraping metal, a rush of musty air and then light poured over them. Electric light. Safe Haven. "Neat entrance, huh?" Langley nearly bounced down the passageway after closing the door securely behind them. The passage twisted, turned, narrowed, widened and sprouted unexpected protuberances from floor and ceiling. Mulder fought to keep the cart upright behind them. Shortly they came to a large chamber, diffusely lit, filled with computer equipment. Functional computer equipment. Lights. Wow. All around the room, heads bent studiously over fingers tapping busily on keyboards. Scully ran her hand over an unused keyboard, testing the keys, hearing them click at her touch. Like another world. "Langley, there's no way in hell you could have checked all the..." Byer's jaw dropped open as he recognized the pair who stood behind Langley, bundled, tattered, dirty, still wearing their packs. "Mulder. Scully." Blinking, Byers groped behind him for a chair. "We thought you were dead." "Reports of our death have been greatly exaggerated, as the saying goes." Mulder countered. Byers continued to stare. Other faces joined Byers as the identity of the newcomers passed quickly around the room. Scully shrugged the pack from her shoulders, dropping it onto the ground with a sigh of relief. Mulder followed suit, caught by a spasm of coughing, the croupy sound of his clearing pneumonia loud against the stone walls. Scully rushed to his side, slipping her arm around his waist, supporting him, peering into his face, laying her palm against his forehead. Cool. Her breath came out in a rush. "I'm OK," he gasped, swallowing hard, trying to suppress the next cough. A glass of water pressed against his hand. He took it gratefully and downed it in a single draught. Scully smoothed back the long hair that tumbled over this face, unwound the muffler at his neck and unzipped his parka to make him more comfortable. She steadied him for a moment longer then let go, stepping back, giving him room. "How did you manage...this?" Mulder swept his arm around the room. Coughed once more. "We haven't seen a single piece of functional equipment since before Day 01. Not one thing.. Not even a flashlight." "We were off-line, disconnected from outside power and phone lines...and hardened. Very heavily shielded." Byers explained. "We suffered little damage here." A crackle of static hissed from a speaker, followed by a low murmur of words. "There's others?" Mulder asked hopefully. Frohike hobbled into the room, leaning on a cane. "Mulder! I thought...." "We were dead." Mulder finished it for him. "Guess not." Scully looked down at his wrapped foot. "What happened to you?" "Ice." Terse. Mulder swayed a little on his feet. Byers stood immediately. Scully moved closer as a precaution. "I'm...tired." Mulder forced the admission between his lips. "Really tired. I would give my left testicle for a shower, some food and a place to sleep for 24 hours straight." Byers nodded to Frohike who motioned to Langley. "Save the testicle for later." Langley pulled on Mulder's pack then picked up Scully's, toting them across the room as if they were pillows. "You might need it." Scully squeezed Byer's hand in gratitude, then slipped beneath Mulder's arm and guided him in Langley's wake. Frohike grabbed the shopping cart with his free hand and hobbled after them. After a few dimly-lit twists and turns, they once again entered a well-lighted corridor, lined with doors. The Dormitory Wing. Frohike went through the first doorway. Inside lay a modern bathroom facility complete with a shower and sink and toilet stall. "We have plenty of hot water for showers and for the clothes washing." He directed their attention to the washing machine that stood next to the shower stall. "Hot water...how?" Scully blinked. She couldn't believe her eyes. "We have a reactor." Matter of fact. "A *nuclear* reactor," Scully asked incredulously. "Yup." Frohike turned on the water; steam billowed from the tap. Scully looked at Mulder, shaking her head. "I don't believe these guys." Mulder burst into laughter. "Where the hell did you get the uranium?" He suffered through a string of wracking coughs. "We have our sources." Mysterious, as always. Scully flapped her parka, wrinkling her nose in distaste at the smell. "You don't happen to have anything clean we can put on, do you? Everything we have on us or with us is ripe, riper and ripest." Frohike sniffed experimentally. "So that's what I smelled. Hmmm, I thought it was that old cheese I ate for lunch." Scully peeled off her jacket, sweater, and scarf; she toed off her shoes and peeled the dirty brown socks from her feet. Gathering her dirty things together, she tossed them in the direction of the clothes washer. Clad in only a T-shirt and jeans, she helped Mulder off with everything but his turtleneck and khakis. Ex- khakis, Scully corrected herself. They were dirty gray now. She picked up her boots and Mulder's, then turned to Frohike with an expectant look on her face. "I'll show you to your room. You can clean up, chow down, get some rest. Tomorrow we'll get together in the War Room and talk about that camp you saw in Wyoming." Frohike led the way down the hall, opening the second door on the left. A small room with a bed and a night stand. Some neatly folded clothing. And their things. Langley had made a delivery. "Uh...we don't have much in the way of accommodations down here." Frohike apologized. "Byers saved this one for you. He never really gave up hope." Mulder squeezed his shoulder. "Thanks. To all of you. This will be fine." "You can sleep in my room if you like, Agent Scully" Frohike waggled his eyebrows at her. "Some other time, Frohike." Scully laced her fingers through Mulder's. "Lucky Bastard." Frohike poked Mulder in the ribs with his cane. "Old Bastard," Mulder countered before shoving him from the room with one foot, closing the door behind him. He pressed his forehead against the wooden panel for a moment, regrouping, savoring the coolness, then he shuffled across to the bed, dropping heavily onto the mattress. "Oh, Mulder." Scully sank to her knees in front of him, peering into his face. She pulled his turtleneck easily from the waistband of too-loose trousers, peeling it over his head and tossing it to one side. With one hand, she traced the taut line of his skin where it stretched over the hills and valleys of prominent ribs. So thin. He captured her hand with his own and brought it to his lips. "You take good care of me, Scully." His words rasped harshly in his throat. She pulled him gently to his feet. "Come on, Mulder. Let's get you cleaned up." She gathered the donated clothing, leading him from the room, down the passage to the shower facility. *** Safe Haven Year 01 Day 166 Hot shower. Square meal. Clean sheets. Sheer relief. Mulder had his 24-hour sleep, regaining consciousness in the afternoon of the next day. His eyes fluttered open to see Scully sorting laundry on the other side of their room. He lay quietly, observing her work, watching her neat and precise movements, measuring the growing pile of folded laundry at her side. Through it all, a faint tuneless humming filled the air. When Mulder opened his mouth to greet her his chest had another idea, drowning the words in a bout of croupy morning coughing. Scully dropped a pair of his well-worn jeans and sat at his side, pouring a glass of water from the pitcher on the night stand. "Thanks." He took the glass, swallowed and moved to get out of bed. She stayed him with one hand. "We're here. We're safe. Can't you just rest for a few days?" "I'm getting better, Scully." He took her hand, squeezing it, before throwing the covers aside and sliding his feet onto the floor. "I know you are, but not quickly enough." She counted the days he'd been sick. Forty days, over a month. Too long. "I *am* resting. After what we've been through, this is like a week at the Golden Door." He named a posh spa in California. Footsteps thundered past their door. The plain unpainted wood--no trace of gold--rattled in its frame. Mulder's head snapped up at the noise, his eyes wide. "The aliens have already landed, Mulder. Eat your lunch, first." She swapped the empty glass for a plate with a sandwich on it. "Eat." He devoured the bread and salami in four bites, chewing as he leapt from the bed. "Uh...it's just a suggestion, but you might want to put on some clothes," she spoke to his naked butt as it floated by her face on its way to the door. "Yeah, right." Absently. He pulled the tattered jeans from the top of the laundry pile, followed by a loose sweater. Worn tennis shoes slipped over his bare feet. "That's one of mine." Scully watched him stare at the length of wrist below the knit cuff. "Uh-huh." He peeled it off and replaced it with one of his own. Outside in the passage, several flying human projectiles rocketed past them. Scully tripped over a group of mountain bikes piled in haphazard array against the wall. Mulder dodged another runner bolting through the arch into the communications center. The War Room, as Frohike called it, teemed with activity. Something was afoot. At least one head bent over each computer console watching graphs and diagrams flit across the screen. On the far wall, an illuminated map of the United States spilled yellow light into the room and over the heads of several people engaged in animated conversation. Several of them pointed and jabbed at the map for emphasis. To one side, a tall blonde women dressed in dark camouflage spoke earnestly, sketching ideas with her hands for Byers to see. Byers, wearing a well pressed oxford shirt and tie to match his neatly clipped beard, looked and listened earnestly, jotting notes on a palm-top computer. Scully stood quietly, out of the way, watching the activity. She felt Mulder shifting from one foot to the other, obviously anxious to join the melee but also knowing he didn't have a part in the machine...yet. "Mulder!" Langley spotted them. A flying saucer in lurid green zoomed across his chest, leaving sparkling silver in its wake. "You look like you might actually live." "What's up?" Although Mulder's eyes were sunken in his gaunt face, they flashed brightly with interest. "We've found another camp..." Langley started to explain. "...In eastern Washington..." Byers joined him. "...near Pullman." Byers' and Langley's words tumbled together. "The biggest one yet!" An auburn-haired woman joined the group. A tall brunette skidded to a stop, waving a sheaf of papers in her hand. "We've got a great map, Byers! All the coordinates." Byers introduced them. "Thompson and Staal are our communications specialists." The tall blonde woman in sleek camouflage offered her hand. "I'm Kittler, a runner." A courier, scout. Large amounts of dried mud adorned her clothing, twigs and stray leaves stuck out of her hair, and she looked like she hadn't slept in several days. "Hulspas. A runner." A man, similarly dressed but clean and refreshed-looking, stepped up and introduced himself. Kittler pulled Hulspas to one side and spoke quietly for a moment, handing him a palm-top then sending him down the passage to the outside door. She excused herself and headed for the dormitory wing. "Our runners were on a routine trip to the next center..." Byers trailed off as he looked around carefully He continued in confidential tones "...in the Cascades, just below the Canadian border, when they found the camp." "They split up." Staal described what had been reported to her. "Kittler ducked inside while her partner came directly back here with the coordinates of the place." Mulder elbowed Scully. Scully ignored him. "How did she get through the force field?" "There was one place at the perimeter where the field didn't quite hug a depression in the earth. She got in that way." Staal showed them a hand-drawn map of an irregularly shaped compound, spreading over several miles of rolling hills. She pointed at an large X on the map. "Unfortunately, she got chased out by a hover craft and didn't get to see much," Thompson added. Scully remembered peering at the force field, her face against the ground. "How could she see the field? We barely could detect a faint distortion in the air." "Night vision goggles. The energy field shows up as a fine green mist." Langley produced a pair of the goggles and dangled them from one finger. Mulder poked Scully in the ribs again. She ignored him again. "So how many camps are there?" Byers directed their attention to the large illuminated map. State outlines gone, the country had been partitioned into at least a dozen zones: New England, Atlantic States, Southern Region...Texas had a zone all its own. Each zone contained at least one marker, a circle or a square or a triangle. "As far as we know, there are seven camps in the United States: Alaska, northern Nevada, west Texas, South Dakota, Upstate New York, Wyoming..." he nodded acknowledgment to Mulder and Scully "...and, now, eastern Washington." Byers pointed at triangles around the map. "They are scattered around the country and all well-isolated from former population centers." "They have a highly sophisticated security system that makes it nearly impossible for us to break through their force fields." Langley straddled a chair, leaning on the back. Scully found a chair next to Langley and sat down, flexing her toes. She wouldn't mind sitting in a chair for the rest of her life. "Has anyone been able to take a good look around inside?" "A couple of scouts got through, blended in with the captured human mob." Byers leaned against a console, crossing his arms. "They never came out." "But we got some fascinating intel before they...quit transmitting." Thompson spoke quietly, remembering. Sharp glances ricocheted around the group. "So you don't have any idea what's going on in there." Scully remembered the shining city and the one-way flow of human traffic within it. Thompson shrugged. "Nope. We've lost more runners, trying to find out." "They could be using humans as incubators for their kind, as spiders lay their eggs in captured prey." Mulder remembered clearly what he saw in the Antarctic. Thompson shivered, Staal rubbed the idea of spiders off her arms with both hands, Scully worked the top button of his shirt securely through the buttonhole. Staal offered an alternative interpretation. "They could be using humans as forced labor." "Forced labor, doing what?" Mulder paced back and forth as he thought. "Raising food for the aliens to eat?" Langley suggested. Scully thought of the one-way traffic. "Or they *are* food for the aliens to eat." No one said a word. Scully described how the alien craft had herded them away from the concentration camp. "So they didn't try to attack you or capture you." Byers leaned forward. Scully shook her head in the negative. "Just scared the bejeesus out of us," Mulder confirmed. The others nodded among themselves. "This pretty much confirms our observations." Staal sat on a table next to the wall. "We tried restocking Des Moines." Langley explained, sitting next to her, swinging his legs in the air. Scully raised an eyebrow. "We brought in volunteers from surrounding farms, up- and down- river." Thompson tipped her head, listening to a runner's report. "They set up in town." Langley described the drill briefly. "The little guys didn't take the bait." Frohike joined the group. "Ignored them completely." Today he wore full camouflage, head to foot--camo pants with multi-pocket vest, camo netting festooned with fake camo leaves covered his shoes, camo gloves with the fingertips neatly removed. Tin foil peeked from beneath his helmet in several places. "So they have all the humans they need for their purposes." Mulder nodded thoughtfully. "Apparently the aliens got all the humans they wanted by vacuuming the cities on the night of the invasion." Byers agreed with Mulder's assessment. "We've received no more than sporadic reports of alien-human interaction since that time." "We saw a little Gray that materialized on the road out of nowhere..." Mulder started to say when all heads turned in the direction of the entrance tunnel. Footsteps pounded toward them. A stocky man, clad in full camouflage, draped with communications equipment, slid into the room. "Newburger!" Byers nearly fell, racing to the newcomer's side. "What's wrong?" "Hovercraft." He pulled off his helmet. "Two hovercraft from the east. Came. Circled." "What color were they, man?" Langley cried, grabbing his arm, nearly shaking the exhausted man off his feet. "Blue. Pale blue." Newburger gasped for air, leaning forward, supporting himself with his hands on his thighs. "Crash! Crash!" Byers called the alarm. All around the room, analysts hit the off button on their computer, pulling the cord from the wall. Thompson and Staal dove for the communications equipment, bringing it off line by cutting the power at the source. Frantic workers produced metallic blankets from cases in the walls, dropping them over computers and consoles. Byers yanked the large rectangular top of a table, revealing its pedestal, a large metal chest. As he threw back the top, members of the staff dug through their pockets, producing palm-top computers, walkie-talkies, and other electronic devices. The lid, thick with shielding, slammed shut on the sensitive instruments. Byers threw a bolt, securing it. The lights failed, leaving the room completely black. The scratch of a match. A flare. Frohike's face flickered in the firelight as he lit candle after candle from a stash in his vest pocket. The chamber glowed eerily as candles made their way around the room. People shuffled into small groups, sitting quietly on the floor, whispering among themselves as they waited for the all-clear or the all-is-lost signal from their guards outside the mountain. "Spooky timing," Scully whispered to Mulder as she handed him a candle. "Wow. This is fun, just like a camp-out." In the candlelight, Mulder's eyes glittered. Sarcasm barely covered his excitement. Breathing echoed around the room, small now in the dimness. Scully huddled on the floor next to Byers. "What does it mean when the craft is blue?" "Blue is for reconnaissance. They turn red when their weapons systems are fired up. They're orange in what we call hi- performance mode." "Then maybe it was just a routine fly-over." Scully suggested, knees up, hugging them with her arms. "Does this happen a lot?" Mulder leaned into Byer's ear. "It doesn't happen at all," Byers whispered back. They sat quietly as the candles burned down to stubs. *** Forty-five breathless minutes later, the lights came on again. "Well." Byers stood, dusting the seat of his pants, looking at the tired faces around him. Tense murmurs filled the room as people extinguished their candle stubs, dropping them into a dish provided by Frohike for that purpose. They folded the metallic blankets and put them away, then retrieved their electronics from the shielded safe that now stood open in the middle of the floor. The communications equipment crackled to life. Excited messages passed back and forth between Safe Haven and the next stations in line. Theirs had been the only sighting so far. The speakers fell silent as the other bases signed off and prepared to go cold. "Do you think they know we're here, doing this?" Scully swept her arm around the room. "We have no way of knowing, unfortunately." Byers heard his name and turned, scanning the room. A tall man in tattered khaki motioned Byers to a computer station, where most of the staff already crowded around a monitor. On the screen, two light blue craft floated over a tree-lined horizon, coming closer, disappearing over the head of the cameraman. The picture winked and a mountain came into focus. Two craft, darker blue with orange flickering around their edges, streaked into view, flashing across the sky. Two seconds later, they were gone. The screen went black. Frohike whistled between his teeth. Langley nervously shifted from foot to foot. Byers stroked his beard thoughtfully. Scully looked at Mulder, whispered. "Do you think they followed us here?" The craft had come from the east. Byers overheard, shook his head. "We've had sporadic reports of craft buzzing our recon patrols over the last month, stepping up in the past week or two." "They could be preparing to gather up the rest of us," Thompson suggested her worst-case scenario, dread on her face. "It doesn't seem logical." Byers disagreed. "We're too spread out to be efficiently captured." "They could be aiming to take over the resistance, the control centers." Scully studied the wall-sized map, relit, glowing in multi-colors. "That would be logical." "So far, we're the only one they've buzzed." Byers spoke tersely, an undercurrent of concern in his voice. "How many centers are there?" Mulder paced restlessly, back and forth, thinking. Byers tapped a circle over their position in central Idaho. "There are 14 centers like this one in the US, and something like 38 more world-wide. All prepared before the invasion, almost 90% of them survived to be fully functional today." "So you're all in touch, coordinating..." "Unfortunately, our communications equipment is limited. We communicate mostly in relay, passing information up and down a chain of stations." "But..." Mulder paused, pointing at the computers that busily processed data. "Running simulations, analyzing data brought in by hand." Langley shook his head sadly, mourning the passing of a friend. "The internet's history, man." "Fried." Thompson spread her hands. "We're down to early 20th Century technology. Radio. Runners. Pencil and paper." Staal waved the hand-drawn maps to emphasize her point. "So, who's actually in charge?" Scully wanted to know. "Home Base. No one knows exactly where it is." Thompson looked at Byers. "For everyone's safety." Byers added. "However, based on who customarily passes on messages from Home Base to whom, we think it's somewhere in the lower midwest." "You've never talked to them?" Mulder resumed pacing, in circles this time. Langley looked at Byers. "Not directly..." Byers took over from Langley. "...but it's rumored that Home Base has much more powerful equipment than the rest of us. Supposedly, they alone can reach every outpost in the United States when the time comes." The last words, carved in invisible gothic script, hung in the air above them: When The Time Comes. Everyone paused for a moment of respect, then continued. "So how'd you get this zone? Wasn't there something closer to home?" Mulder survived a near collision with a running analyst. "We were given the choice of two locations and we chose this one, because it's Frohike's home turf." Byers explained. "Frohike's from Idaho?" Mulder, incredulous. "Hey, he kinda looks like a spud." Langley responded, somewhat going to Frohike's defense. Mulder laughed, then succumbed to volley of coughs. "Is there the master plan, a way to strike back?" "For the past six months, runners have gone out and contacted as many as possible in their zone. Found out who's with us and who's busy just trying to survive." Thompson pointed at the boundaries of their zone--the Washington state line on the west, a line in southern Nevada that extended east to the Mississippi River, then north to the Canadian border--describing their systematic attempt to contact all human survivors in the region. "Our army is out there, waiting for the word." Frohike stabbed at the air with his cane, wrapped top to bottom in camouflage tape. "When?" Mulder, still coughing sporadically, thanked a passing runner for the pack of throat lozenges she pressed into his hand. "Soon. That's all we know: soon." Byers spoke intensely. "How's it going down?" Mulder unwrapped a lozenge and popped it into his mouth. Cherry. "There's no global plan. Each zone will take its own approach, surprise the little gray bastards, engage them in unique ways." Frohike explained. "Keep them off-balance, not knowing what to expect." Langley added. "Home Base will drop the flag..." Byers described the beginning. "...and then we cut communications, close down the systems. Go off- line." Thompson mentioned her part in the plan. "They could pulse us again." Frohike glanced around at the computer equipment, all glowing and all busily computing. "Breaking into separate groups means they won't be able to use a single strategy to wipe us out." Byers described the linchpin of their strategy. "If some groups go down, others might survive." Langley nailed the bottom line. "So what's my part?" Mulder sank into a vacant chair, exhausted from his illness and the pacing, yet still tapping his feet nervously against the hard stone floor as he looked at the faces around him for the answer. Byers glanced at Langley who looked at Frohike who returned to Byers for guidance. Byers looked simply uncomfortable. "We need you here." Thompson broke the news. She had no history with Mulder to work around. "Bullshit!" Mulder stood angrily, striding around the room. "I've been out there. I know how to get around, blend in...survive." "Mulder, you're...*we're* in no shape to go out when we've just gotten in. We're tired. We need to build our strength." Scully took his arm gently, steered him back to the chair. He went willingly, docile at her touch, sat quietly. For the moment. "You're right, Mulder. You know how to get around out there." Thompson agreed with him, placating. "But so do our runners. You're a great ace-in-the-hole for us. Much of our information about the aliens is piecemeal, second-hand." "Yeah, Joe's cousin Ann heard from her brother-in-law Ted who used to live in Boise next-door to that guy Jack who told him about the time he saw such-and-such." Langley described the usual quality of information they received from their contacts living in the field. "According to our sources, the colonizing force is gray aliens, green aliens, gigantic lizard aliens, disembodied force fields and humanoids that look remarkably like Ray Walston." Byers continued. "Right down to the little silver antennae." Frohike added. Thompson weighed in again, punctuating the air with one finger. "You've been out there, seen things...*them*...first hand. We need to debrief you." "Then we need to pick your brain." Staal finished the argument. "In the meantime, we'll send runners to the site in Wyoming to check it out, measure the place, get a good look, so we're ready." "So when's it all going down?" Mulder demanded, irritation in his voice. "We have no idea. Today. A week from today. Next month. Stuff has been boiling for weeks." Langley shrugged. "Come on, Mulder." Byers pulled up a chair and adjusted his tie. He leaned forward with interest. "Tell us about Wyoming." They put their heads together and talked for two days. *** Year 01 Day 168 On the morning of the 168th day, excitement pulsed through the command center. Byers and Thompson huddled close over a flickering monitor, reading the text that scrolled rapidly up the screen. The radio crackled to life. "Home Base calling Safe Haven." A vaguely familiar voice. Byers grabbed the microphone and thumbed the switch. "Safe Haven here." Scully slipped her hand into Mulder's. Together they leaned forward, listening to the thin static coming through the speaker. "Home Base to Alpha Command." "Alpha Command here." crackled from the speaker. "Home Base to Wolf Den." "Wolf Den here" echoed faintly in the ether. "Home Base to..." The calls and responses continued for several minutes then...nothing. Frohike clenched his fists, pounding them nervously against his thighs. Silence. Langley chewed on a strand of his hair. Silence. Thompson savaged a pencil between her teeth. Hulspas jingled the change in his pocket until the whole group turned on him with a glare. "Sorry." He tucked the offending hand into his waistband where it twitched nervously. Silence. Silence. A hiss of static. Mulder lay one arm across Scully's shoulders. Scully slipped her arm around his waist, looking at the faces around the room. Tense. Tired. Whose mothers and daughters, sons and fathers were they? How had they come to stand together in this beleaguered band of survivors? If they lived through the upcoming battle and earned the privilege of resuming their former lives again, would they? Could they? Could she? Silence answered her. Then, more silence. Byers held the microphone in a death grip. Everyone leaned closer to the speaker. "Home Base to all units: We have begun." *** END -- kate.rickman@mindspring.com ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ http://kate.rickman.home.mindspring.com